life in cjc isnt so bad...
...if you're an chij blue-pinafored girl.
we've already been split into our classes. so orientation works as a big part of class-bonding. i dunno. -sigh- life has been pretty.. well.. bad for me. if any of the girls in my class blog-hop and chance upon this, please forgive me. its just my ranting. and rantings are not nice!
i seriously seriously DONT fit in with the girls from my class. possibly cuz we're of such different "cultural mindsets" (read: they're from a girls' school and i'm from a mixed school with cheena people whom i'm beginning to think isnt such a bad thing) we share different kinds of humour. view the most mundane things in life differently and yes, altho they are very nice people but that's just it. they're just nice. i feel like an awkward jigsaw piece. tho i dont have any sticky outy elbows (ha! iz.) =
the only people i seem to actually have a chance to click with are the facilitators. and my phone. -humourless laugh- which is pretty sad but is also the cruel brutal nature of the truth of it. i find, that for the first time in about four or five years, i am a loner once more. and not by choice. (in pri sch i was a loner by choice. weird huh?) i dearly wish i could get their humour and laugh along with them. but sadly i dont.
perhaps it is fault on my part for searching for another covalently-bonded-group. (read: the gang of o6-ers + aini + huiting.) but issit so wrong? mayhap i shud try to adjust my painfully stubborn view. but the thing is i feel vulnerable alone. and my crazy side cannot show. therefore i have concluded that i have not begun TSIO in woteva way. i sorely miss EVERYONE in the covalently-bonded-group.
orientation ended yesterday. sorry to say this, one of the more interesting part of the day (during the orientation with my class) was the lectures. the bio lecturer (i think its a Mr. Goh) is extremely funny. hahaha. and the lecture hall there was cold.. mmm~ yayness for hoodies! -nudges iz- GP sounds extremely challenging and fun. and altho i'm not BIG on current affairs i'm pretty sure that soon i shud start to develope an interest in it if my teacher & lecturer for GP is interesting enough (i'm hoping for an Osgaby-type or a Roy-Ng-type or even a tham²-type). i have not ordered newsweek yet, not because i'm not enthusiastic abt GP but becuz i'm not sure if i'm staying after the 3months. also one of the reasons why i did not sign up for the council during the CCA Bazaar. other than the very obvious thing is that i dowanna campaign myself cuz i do not expect myself to be very popular in cjc at all. considering i'm a loner in class ~(oo_)~ (huiting's reaction to me being a loner: NADYA HUANG?!! LONER?!! now that's smth i havent seen.) chemistry sounds exciting. we're beginnning with physical chem. but i'm bigger on inorganic chem BUT nevertheless. chem rocks! and will continue to rock!!! i'm feeling my geek side show. my math lecturer is fierce. very no-nonsense kind. and i dont think she's a mrs-chiu type. prob more of a wendy-loh-type. ugh. = i wish i cld've taken lit tho. -sigh-
CCA orientation was a BLAST. prob cuz i hung out with iz and people from her class. i realise i click better with the arts-stream people. which is muchos weird. =\ anyway. i signed up for badminton (du-uh), editorial and debate. editorial writes the school termly paper. how exciting! i've always wanted to write the school paper. i mean, come on! i was a reverent sweet valley fan! how cld i not wanna do Elizabeth's job?! tho i wld like to try cheerleeding as well. it is obvious i'm not a cheerleeder. and for the first time, i acted crazy in school!!! hehz. rare no doubt.
the finale was pretty okay. i found out the guys in my class are so much more sporting than those in o6 which is pretty rare! considering the boys in o6 were quite sporting most of the time. well.. a couple of them anyway. hahaha. the house performances' were kinda a cross-dress overkill. the idea of a guy in a girl's outfit is undoubtly funny but it shud be given in small doses because the seeing it performance after performance got kinda dull. -thinks rmun- hence it is no wonder that pyro won becuz they did not over-exploit the cross-dress thing but paired it with a simple but energetic dance. tho promised a barrel of laughs by those in-charge of the performance in my house, ours was quite boring. after that i popped to dinner with iz and her classmate jeremy. effeminate guy but its alrites. he has a sense of humour.
the bus trip from cj to far east was a bundle of laughs. it was kinda like 406 all over again. iz and i had a blast and jeremy got an eye-opener: he hath witnessed the 406 insane humour! hahaha. and i think he enjoyed it. see! we're a buncha unique fun-loving people! so hence i shall end my entry with a big
I MISS YOU ALL!!!
THE 406-ERS!
AINI! HUITING!
