Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby, when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams.
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you.
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes.
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you.
--- Instrumental ---
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you...
- Lonestar "Amazed"-
since the 1st dec 2004 to the 17th march 2005, it has been 107 days. and i was attached and am now single. on the 18th/19th of march. i dont suppose i blame the guy. but i'll always wonder deep down if it was becuz of me.
i figure something's wrong with me. or why issit tt i seem to fall so hard when the other party seems to hold back? life is unfair and tough. deal with it. i'm seventeen and still young. another romance will come will my way. or i'll simply bury myself in work, amass a fortune andden have one or two of em giggalos. its no biggie. life goes on.
i dunno if he will read this or if it's stupaid to put it out for all and sundry to read but i really can't give a flying fuck rite now. this is my blog and i post wad i want on it.
you once told me that i've become a part of your life that you cant live without and i fell for it. hook line and sinker. you once promised me that no matter how much you go thru in NS, it wldnt change how u feel abt me and i believed you as well. yet now i noe that people change and forever is a just a fantasy. i dont hate you. that i noe as much. but i do hate myself becuz i'll always wonder if it was becuz of something i cld've done but didnt and drove us apart. we made such futuristic plans. plans for next year. plans for my birthday. plans for the time when your hair grows back. and now, all that seems moot. i regret honestly, for not telling you exactly wad problems i had with you and perhaps, in this context, its my fault. i should've told you that i liked affectionate gestures like hugs and holding hands, that i enjoyed moments in the cinema cuddling up with you cuz its cold. i should've told you i was miserable on valentine's day but i didnt wanna spoil your joy of getting an mp3 player. i shouldnt have be so hesitant and held back when i confronted you tt day at causeway point. there were alot of things i cld've done tt cld maybe change the events that happened but i didnt. but i dont believe it was entirely my fault becuz i noe it wasnt. it takes two hands to clap and i noe there was something you cld've done. but i wont dwell on that. becuz it is already completely over. i dont think there'll ever be another time becuz i dont think i can stand the pain of having to face your "sorry"s again. its so futile and painful. i'm not saying this to lay on the guilt. really. it's just things that you have to know. i really thank you for all the wonderful memories you gave me: xmas eve, new year's eve, comforting me when my dad and sister was quarrelling, meeting me at the special place at my estate, givng me my first bouquet of roses, watching goldmember at your place, the kisses, the hugs.. but now its over. and i hope for the best for you and i wanna let you know that we can be friends... just give me some time. maybe longer than 107days. i dunno. a small piece of my heart has ur name written on it but tt'll be all you'll ever have anymore.Something isn't right
I can feel it again, feel it again.
This isn't the first time,
That you left me waiting.
Sad excuses and false hopes high,
I saw this coming, still I don't know why,
I let you in.
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong...
(Something's going wrong...)
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable...
(So predictable...)
So take your empty words,
Your broken promises.
And all the time you stole,
Cause I am done with this.
I could give it away, give it away,
I'm doing everything I should've.
And now I'm making a change,
I'm living today.
I'm giving back what you gave me,
I don't need anything.
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong...
(Something's going wrong...)
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable...
(So predictable...)
Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.
Why I am I so cold,
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know,
this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
And you're never coming back,
Never...Never, never, never, never...
Never, never, never, never...
Never, never, never, never...
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong...
(Something's going wrong...)
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
So predictable...
(So predictable...)
Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,
Everyone I love,
(So predictable...)
Everyone I care about,
They're all gonna want to know what's wrong with me
And I know what it is...
(So predictable...)
What it is is right now.
- Good Charlotte "Predictable"-
