the boys are officially out of it. top 8. most likely fifth. but they shudn't be only in top8. they deserve so much more. everyone worked hard. needless to say, they pinpointed the villian of the match(es?) already. today, we made a strategic mistake. we split the doubles, yanzhang and alex, up. we shudnt have or today we'd be victors.
but life is like that. there are so many shud'ves, wld'ves, cld'ves. and if we keep dwelling on the shud'ves, wld'ves, cld'ves, life wld be full of regret, and hence wasted. we must look forward with confidence, aspiration and determination. While we shud not forget the past, we musnt keep living in it or else, everything that we've done for it, all the effort put in for it, is completely wasted.
we, as the girls team, must now work hard, strive together with the boys to reach champion. we must strike fear in everyone's hearts. hahaha. okay lah. maybe not to the extent but people must view us a threat. we must pray for good luck and we must always remember this, that we triumph and fall as a team. there will be no such thing as "its her fault" becuz there is no "i" in the word "team". there is no one else that wld noe the team better than ourselves, so when we make a decision, we must not let anyone override it unless with absolutely good reason. we must keep the faith. training will be tough no doubt. and inevitably, at some point, one of us will breakdown (esp since we're girls). and we have to prove to everyone that we can support each other. we are human beings, highest level of intelligence of all mammals and we shud live up to that name by proving we can endure even the worst of any form of training. we must persevere and we cannot give up. life, ladies, is full of opportunity and its up to us to grab it and make full use of it.
wooo. pep talk. heh heh heh. anywayyy. on a more irrelevant note, i can't talk anymore because i lost my voice due to sinuscitis. (at least i think tt is how it is spelt). my nose gets easily congested and my voice is so hoarse, butttt luckily, i get 2 days mc and can stay home to rest them. heh. =D am happy tt i get to stay home but am pissed tt i miss out on my favourite pastime of yabbing. damnit.
today was yuzheng's birthday and we got him a cake. and the cake was yummy. hehz. and he was nice to me hahaha. yayyy. i like the little white chocolate balls. and tho i didnt get to chew on any of the cake, i got a strawberry fondue and a white choc ball. and cream. but at least i didnt sin that much. hahaha.
damn. am feeling woozy after taking medicine. ughhh...
