NEWS FLASH
zend is back in singapore and i went out with him last nite. hahaha. made him pay for Kingdom of Heaven even though he watched it already. damn but i'm eville. anyway. point is, seeing him is great. makes me rmb all the stuff i liked him for and why it wasnt such an error to have gone out with him. and it makes me realise that he's essentially still the man he was. hahaha. have to admit tho. there was a certain raw animal attraction that still tingled thru my veins. hey!!! its not my fault he's good looking. pffbt.
anyhow, it was somewhat awkward to see him as well. we had nothing to talk abt.. at least nothing i was comfortable with. and i distinctively rmb that when we interacted last time, there was alot of body contact. not only in the sensual meaning of it, (i know TMI at least i'm not going into detail like tt audrey girl in nana's blog who i will come to later.) but also in the most basic meaning of it. like touch on the arm or a hug. or the more violent ones of shoving and wrestling. it seemed to come naturally to me then, and i did not realise it until now, since i found out last nite tt i'm super aware of his presence and nearly everytime we brushed against each other my senses went haywire. yes. i'm still very aware of his presence.
i must say again. seeing him, makes me feel great. becuz now i know that i really am over him, the best way possible, and that i'm super magnanimous. hahaha. i'm like, the epitome of forgiveness cuz i'm seeing him tonight to pass him something that means alot to me and hopefully to him. hahah. wad issit? aiyoh... dont KAYPO laaaaaa. hahahaha.
oh!!! and another thing to prove tt i am over him, is tt the thot of focker still makes me happy and giggly in tt heady infatuated way. and voila~ i am a new person reborn. minglin and fungi have been updated abt focker and now, they must be prepared to listen to me gush abt focker everytime we meet up to go over to coach's. yes. i am in that stage of infatuation where i gush abt the unfortunate bugger and smile britely at the very thought of him. hahaha. comeeeeee onnnn. dont get goosepimples. hahahaha.
oh. sudden thought. Kingdom of Heaven makes Orlando Bloom super hottttttttttttttttttttttt~ in tt sexay serious brooding manner. even tho he looks better as pretty
boy elf LEGOLAS GREENLEAF, this role makes him more manly and desirable. sluuurrrrppp. oh!!! speaking of yummy movie men, tt poster of brad pitt in the movie "Mr and Mrs Smith" is omfghotplzs3xmenow. and tt pic of johnny depp in cinders' LJ is sex captured in a picture. hahaha. still johnny depp reminds me of my bimbo moment when i ponned gp lecture to watch Finding Neverland with cheryl.
"two tickets to johnny depp please." -cue booth lady and cheryl to burst out laughing-
okay back to my original plan of blogging. i still cant believe that girl in nana's class. tt audrey girl. i read her OD and i was like hello!!!! ego overload. she's even more full of herself than i am. she's like 14862357154125432 times more. i seriously think this girl has a personality complexity (or in a more blunt way: personality disorder.) i agree with nana and i hereby swear never to name my daughter audrey because AUDREYs are dysfunctional weird looking people. hahaha. okay so i only know 2 of audreys. 3 if you count audrey hepburn. and audrey hepburn is very gorgeous but still. the name has been blacklisted. no daughter of mine will ever. ever. be named audrey.
i suddenly miss cinders alot. =( CINDERS!!!! I MISS YA!
oh and today is sam soo's birthday! happy sexay 17th. this year i shared her gift with alvin wu. aptly named matchstick boy. becuz while we get ideas in lightbulbs, and some people even in candles, he gets them in match sticks!
Edit: if you want to read audrey's OD or get quotes from it, please read nana's entry. her link is in my links as farnanaKORNYdoll
