first things first!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEUAIIIIIII~ (well i havent slept yet so its still ur birthday for me. hahaha.)

-mwuuuuuaaaaaahhhhz-

today was a good day. i think. =\ hahaha. went studying in the morning at sci centre mac. tho not as productive as my previous expriences, i learnt alot abt some people. louis being one of them. hahaha. no matter how open minded some people can seem to be, they're actually quite conservative when it's concerning their personal "property" so to speak (read: their family members/girlfriends) and in louis case, it can be pretty extreme. not tt its a bad thing aye. its nice to know some traditional values live on.

i think learning stuff abt louis today put the world into better perspective for me. sometimes, people accomodate oher people's thinking but actualyl dont compromise their own values and principles. and i think louis is one of the most accomodating people in the world. i mean. who says "nvm la. its okays" when they get kicked really hard right smack in the balls just cuz it was a girl who kicked it out of spite and impudence and a lack of good old common sense?

furthermore, his tolerance level is way high. his temper is FANTASTIC. and i think tt's something i shud learn. in fact i shud learn both things. and i think its also time that i learnt to learn tt everyone isnt as liberal, in a manner of speaking, as i am. and i'm beginning to think tt maybe being too liberal isnt very good either. maybe tt's why i'm always on the outside looking in. but is it just abt fitting in? argh.

i also learned how disgustingly atrocious human behaviour can get and how shockingly shameless some people can be. i think there has to be a certain boundary you dont pass with someone unless u're a) abt to be married to tt person b) a family member or c) the motherfucking police with a warrant. i dont think its right the way some people seem to take things for ganted and to take advantage of people who are easy-going. manners go a long way. u dont ignore them unless u're a Sexy GURU like me. (recall: Sexy GURU = Sexy Great Ultimate Ruler of the Universe.)

i spent the evening with some of my punsters. =) mid autumn fest and a nice cosy celebration for yeu. hahaha. and her stupid ultraman lantern. and those in cj reading this! I GOT A PICTURE OF A TEACHER IN MY SCHOOL WHO LOOKS LIKE WILLIAM HUNG. MORE THAN THE REPUTED ONE IN CJ NOW! bahahaha. when yuzhen uploads the photos, i'll put the link up so u guys can look in awe at the resemblence. i miss my punsters loads. today meeting them brot me so much joy and laughter. i love them.

i think i'm sucha fucking coward. i'm afraid of direct confrontation. wilson keeps sending me msges. like the fwded kind. the kind tt i'd rather not get. i think the ball is in my court now. so when i want to talk to him again i will. so i wish he wld stop cuz its pissing me off. there he was online and i even typed in "what exactly do u want from me by sending me all those messages?" all i had to do was press enter. but i'm scared of confrontation. i'm so fucking weak. bah.

anyway. strain and stress of the exams are catching up with me. i'm really mugging and studying now. no more slackers-ville to me. i had to take up long term residence at nerds-town. i cant wait till the 3rd Oct. den i can go tanning. ice skating. and plain old have fun. =) i love having fun. =) as opposed to the rest of you who dont. hahaha. sigh. =P suaning my ownself. i'm becoming to docile. i need to sharpen my tongue abit.

You'll never change what's been and gone

Don't be scared (don't be scared)

Your destiny may keep you warm

Cause all of the stars

Are fading away

Take what you need

and be on your way

and stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)

Come on (come on)

Cause all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Just take what you need

and be on your way

and stop crying your heart out

Just try not to worry

You'll see us some day

Just take what you need

and be on your way

and stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

- Oasis "Stop Crying Your Heart Out"