Jan27th:
i dunno if i'm blogging cuz i have something to report or if i'm blogging just for the sake of it. cny is coming up. the day after to be exact. and this year. the usual hype is gone. i guess its cuz i cant celebrate it this year which means i cant eat the usual goodies, i cant say the usual auspicious stuff and most of all! i cant get the usual ang pao. -frowns-

i think life is getting too... english. i miss the chinese in my life. being back at wuzhong today. i didnt realise just exactly how much i miss hearing the big loud drums banging and the cymbals clashing in perfect symphony/cacophony (u be the judge) during the new year time. the gaudy neon colouring of the costumes. yes. tt's right. i'm talking abt the lion dancers. it's so pretty to watch esp with all the acrobatic moves and whatnot. boy. just think abt all tt sexay muscle underneath. hehz.

okay. taking a short break. will blog later. gotta clean up the house abit. bummer.

Continued Jan28th 4.28pm:
well. tt abit took like fricking long. cuz the house was in sucha mess. u have no idea how much of a pack rat my grandma can be. i found like three thousand packets of chinese tea leaves. :O oolong. herbal. jasmine. ginseng. TONS TONS TONS of them. oh well.

anyway. i kinda lost the mood for reminiscing the loss of the chinese culture in my life cuz well. spring-cleaning is part of it. and i'm not sure if i wanna inculcate tt part of the culture into my life all tt often. haaa.

life has been pretty mundane cuz school has started and i think tt its gonna be pretty routined all around. OH!!! i'm riding the crimson tide today. talk abt auspiciously red. right on the eve as well. hahaha. and its late. i guess its cuz of all the stress.

heh. i just looked at my dog who just looks exhausted lying there on the floor with his eyes semi-closed. my dog's kinda old. and i guess he's weary just OBSERVING all of us rushing abt like ants to please my dad on the spring cleaning bit. added on my sis din sleep till very late last night, he prob stayed up accompanyin her. poor thing.

okay. there's no relevance in talking abt my dog. but hey! it's the dog year in abt.. 7hrs and 13mins! damnit. i just opened a fortune cookie and the message inside was "You're putting on weight, time for exercise!" (note the exlamation mark. -_-")

anyway. i've just sudden got this tiny reflection. tt it feels weird tt i have no one to like now. like abnormal sort of. and i guess it feels weird cuz its like for a long time. my thoughts have always been occupied with...well..a guy and now. its so focused on badminton. schoolwork. home. tt its giving me quite a shock. like for once in a REALLY REALLY long time i dont feel as if i have a secret to keep.

and it makes life really dull having no secret to keep. pfft.

well. so now u noe why i'm blogging. hmmf.