i havent updated in nearly a week. sprained ankle is better but not as good as it shud be. ygnuhhh. can't run. limping runs are weird.

anyway. gp teacher rani told us abt this play called "never the sinner" showing at the DBS Arts Centre that sounds pretty awesome. but nobody wants to go. cuz they either are a) broke. b) not interested. c) studying for cts. d) i dunno wtf d cld be. i'm upset. it's times like these tt i really miss gennie and her enthusiasm for things tt cld sound potentially fun. YEARGH. gennie why are u in CANADA! rawr! =(

valentine's was quite okay. i cldnt go out cuz of my ankle. but i thot it was rather fun giving out giant pocky sticks called chocky. hehz. and getting loadsa candy! woo. i love stocking up on candy fun. and i love mass smging and getting pple to reply back msges full of LOVEEEEEEEEEEE. love is sucha wonderful thing! ALL U NEED IS LOVE!!!! THE GREATEST THING U'LL EVER LEARN IS JUST TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN! woo moulin rouge. hehz

yes. valentine puts me in a mood. =)

training has stopped. i mean regardless of whether it did, it's not like i can go. and i think this sprained ankle taught me not to care so much abt the team anymore. i just kinda... i dunno. i'm just kinda gonna still be part of it but we're never really gonna be a team and frankly. i dun care. hah. how's abt tt? it took me to sprain my ankle to realise that. hnuh.

i've been home nearly before 6 nearly every single day of this week. and i havent gotten any studying done. i can tell i'm so gonna flunk my CTs. triple Fs. my dad is so gonna kill me if i do. so. what does nadalala do? nadalala SHUD start bucking up by next week. yes. at least go thru the old stuff. do (not copy) my tutorials. and catch up ALOT with the recent things. sigh. YEUAI. let's go studying. stop bballing!

i'm so tired nowadays. i just sleep a whole lot. i think part of me has given up abit on life which is why i seem so.. boring and uninterestng nowadays. i'm trying to revv that part of me to not give up on things and chug forward. i guess the realisation of tt bmt thing really left me a bit lost. i dunno exactly how to overcome it. i guess if i dont learn, time wld heal. i hope. =/

i need something to perk me up. i need something fun instead of school all the time. yes even tho valentine's was fun. but it was still school. i just wanna go out. dress pretty and go somewhere tt has NOTHING to do with school. like tt play. or go clubbing again. or... ARGH. i dunno la. just something i do when i'm not in my school uniform. EVEN POOL. yes. i dun even mind pool.

i think nadalala hasnt pampered herself in a longggg while. so what does nadalala do? nadalala should go for a movie herself. buy some chips. a drink. bring her superhuge red hoodie and snuggle in to some lonely corner and watch a lovey-dovey comedy. a feel good thing. where: guy meets girl. girl is not interested. guy tries hard. guy fails. girl realises she likes guy. but guy has already given up. girl professes. guy realises tt he still loves girl. they get together. better still. they get married. and all's well end's well.

sorry for the reference to myself as a 3rd person. i guess its cuz it feels like someone knows how to take care of my emotional well-being if i sorta refer to myself as a 3rd person ya know? okay. enough talk. maybe it's time to snuggle up with a book. maybe i'll pop back on later. to try and get that tattooed guy's attention. hruh. -ponders-

laaaaaaaaatttteeeeeeee. -jake style baby- ;)