i'm so bored with everything nowadays. its so depressing. i feel so [cue Aerosmith's song] j~j-j-jaded [end cue]. yeargh! i miss being cheerful little old round me. maybe not so much the round part since i still am round. pui.

anyway. just for the record becuz it was so unexpected: yesterday i walked past the breadtalk at bpp and ZOMG! they were playing the soundtrack of atticcat! YES atticcat. tho it wasnt a song tt had any words in it i.e. one of those songs tt's like background music. but nonetheless i still recognised it! cuz i listened to the whole soundtrack before. yes. all non-wordless and korean wordful songs. heh. so anyway. SWOON. i cldnt help myself. i just waltzed in and bot myself 3 pieces of pastries. hahaha. i'm sucha sucker. =/

speaking of which...GENNIE WHERE'S MY ROMANIZED LYRICS!!! I WANNA BE ABLE TO SING ALONG TO COME BACK TO ME!!!!! hyeh hyeh hyeh.

another random thing (cuz i'm so sick of talking abt schoolwork and cca) i went for maundy thursday mass today at school. marie and cheryl dragged me along. it was... an interesting experience. to say the least. i disagreed with alot of the prayers but i thot the hymns were nice. very.. peaceful sounding. calming. but i felt really awkward there.i didnt dare to like doze off at all in case someone caught me. erk. and i didnt dare to be blasphemous. or too blasphemous. i kept saying ohmygod for some weird reason. =/

i miss hanging out with cheryl without having to study. i wish june wld soon come. cuz tt's when i:

1) get a little time to relax. cuz season's over.
2) hv more time to study (erk) and play (yay).
3) prob get to go for a really *LOUD* gig.
4) can dress pretty. haaa. vainpot.

i think my bio teacher's really misunderstood nowadays. granted he's not the clearest, most organised teacher but he's really quite brilliant in the sense tt i feel obligated to study cuz my class is under him. tho sometimes i think he's really quite fucking perverse in his thinking i.e. punishment he doles out is completely out of the blue. and kinda stupid and a waste of everybody's time for the smallest most bizarre things.

he's a wiry (and i really mean WIRE-Y) old man. greying hair.wrinkles. think he's missing a couple of teeth too. everyone keeps complaining abt him. the thing is. wld u rather have the teacher we had for the later half of j1? sure. the jokes made by the teacher now arent very good. super corny and uberlame. but hey! take it easy. he's also just trying to do his job with a little bit more humour. i mean we'll see how good ur humour can be when u have to repeat school and lessons with different students day in day out year in year out.

tho he throws qsns endlessly and rarely provides answers. and yes it does get very frustrating but somehow i think its more of signposting. it supposed to point us in the right direction and really. when u find the answer by urself its alot more gratifying. sometimes i wish everyone wld stop complaining abt him. and pick up some responsiblity and independence.(myself included.) i mean. we were complaining how he doesnt really prepare us for spa but i think i was more prepped for the bio spa than the chem one cuz at least i understood the curve ball tt had been thrown in the qsn. and he did tt. irony here is everybody doesnt like it how he picks on some of my classmates but yet.. they pick on this eccentric old man.

anyway. think i yabbed alot. just to end off: got my 'a div' draw today; aj ij mj. and i'm supposed to have a friendly with mj next week. ack. guess tt's off. =/ i'm nervous. we've been present with a better shot than the boys but i'm not sure if we had put in enough effort to get a bulleye's aim. sigh.