i havent updated becuz i cant really bear to update. but i guess i have to move on. i and my sister have already collected Royal's ashes. and its sitting on the shelf near a spot he likes to sleep in. i still miss him alot. his presence has always been some form of comfort to me but now. sometimes i still expect him to bark at me...

lotsa things have happened since tt day. i've been spending more time at home with my sister. and its not so bad. i'm becoming abit of a homebody. lol. school has ended already. well. official school. unofficially i still have classes for like another week. bummer tt. but its okays. A LEVELS THIS YEAR. AJA AJA FIGHTING!

i watched the da vinci code with yeuey recently. and i thought it was not bad. abit sketchy at some points in the movie but overall i thought it was quite thrilling to be uncovering the whole "christianity is a farce and a big conspiracy" thingy. but yeuey thought it was only okay. i guess it cuz she read the book so she kinda expected something more. hmm.

i havent done my biochem homework and i have classes tmr. frig. and i have my Bio SPA Skill A assessment on wednesday and i still havent done a draft. so its very likely tt i cld FAIL. =/ sigh. and this is part of the A LEVELS and i still seem so.....so...........unperturbed by it. -_-" maybe i'll do it later or smth. i hate working at home. home is for rest. not for work. i will never work from home. homework is a oxymoron. becuz work shud not be done at home. home is for rest. er. i think i kinda brot my point across already. lol.

met up with geraldine recently. actually i played hookey and went to study at harbourfront with her instead. LOL. which was okay on the productivity scale. june hols are gonna packed for me. i so have to study. and like study hard. erk. i hate that.

read my old OD entries recently and i realised how much more jaded i've grown. and how much being in 306 and 406 had shaped me into the person i am today. and how much less hung over i am over guys. lol. so if u think i'm needy in my posts here. it shud give you an idea how needy i was back then. i was such a super huge drama queen back then. and zomg. i'm embarrassed. LOL. i was so deluded back then. and zomg. if anyone finds it i think i will convulse and die in horror. LOL. okay i wont. but i'll be all EEPSerkARGH! if tt made any sense. =/ i think i'm gonna be more independant and mature from now on. i'm gonna give less regard on my image. not tt the image is very WOAH but yeah. let my image be something i'm more happy with. even if it means i'm gonna become a hippie. LOL.

ALL THE WOMEN WHO INDEPENDANT, THROW THEM HANDS UP AT ME!

hmm. i think i'm picking up my old habit of going LOL. =/

oh and CONGRATS GENNIE!!!